When you're up all night and aren't able to sleep, your mind goes into overdrive mode and you start thinking of every possible thing that crosses your mind. Which, I might add, adds to the entire problem of not being able to sleep and further delays your ability to fall asleep.
But a positive outcome of all of this is the fact that you end up thinking of a lot of things. And I've decided that the feeling of "being let down" or the feeling of "being betrayed" by someone has got to be the worst feeling ever. When you give something your all and pour a lot of energy into it and barely get anything back or are not treated back in the same manner you really end up feeling so let down, and that feeling is just terrible.
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